wake up call

too early? too late? it's never late to wake up. whether, it is early or late, it is not the thing you must focus. there are many alarm clocks, but it is not the real deal for you to wake up. waking up is a personal task. even though, alarm clock can help you to fulfill this task yet discipline is ,still, the key to wake up from those lonely nights..

what's the sense of that paragraph. personally, i have a hard time of waking up. at this age, i need a help to wake up early. but somehow, i can wake up on my own. no reasons. but hell i care about waking up!!! it's not everyone's problem. maybe, one of you. i don't really know.

a while ago, i was in Manila, the capital of this country but not the business capital. i was in Intramuros to be exact. i was there for the reason i have a somewhat enrichment classes in math. i was in day six already. six done. six to go. i was not that nervous compared to i was when i was on the contest, first day on elem, my speech, and my first day in high school and college. i don't know whose steps i am following. i don't know whether i am leading it to something i never thought i could be. i have no idea.

but before i got to my school, i do the usual. i eat, ride, wait for a moment, enter the gate, look down, go upstairs, go to the cr, urinate, go upstairs, turn to the next buildings and enter to our designated room. i face again my classmates. still, i don't know any. i sit on the chair nearest the door and wait for our prof. my friend comes in while i am reading a book. then, i recommended it to her. we talked about our high school lives. we shared experiences.about that matter, i really appreciated my school - MEYCAUAYAN COLLEGE!!! thank you for giving a quality education and a lot of activities i could shout to the world. thank you! sincerely, i don't regret that i entered this school. eventhough, i have passed a school whose facilities are better than MC but i can't exchange those facilities to what i have experienced. maybe, others would not apperciate it but i don't. i know i am lucky with my school. i know. i am very fortunate.

i learned new with the exercises and discussions. new lessons. new things to ponder. that ended our session. i did the usual. walked downstairs. went out of the gate. entered the car. went straight ahead to qc.

on the way, i recalled what i saw on the other day. i saw people who just wait for others who spare them money. i saw couple whose job was to wait at the U-turn slot and help the drivers to turn safely. i saw a man who picks up junks. and other things.

maybe it is time to wake up. i am not saying to go out to the streets and spread some noise. that would not help. it should start from within. not just within oursleves but also from within our government. is this the country where our children will stay? better think now than it's very too late to wake up.