more than you could think

today is 15. supposedly, 16 is the date of the release of our grade.

shoot! i got a 2.25 in my eng. hate it. i never had as low as that for a course that i once loved. i really hate it!!!

i am not doomed to fail. i really know.

my ex prof told me that "it was their lost" when i didn't be part of TNB. she really believes in me. on what i can. but, now i am getting a 2.25. i can't say any good words for that.

i don't think it is my problem. it's not.

my blood is going into my head.

i can't believe.

worse, i can be a scholar and the dean lister. i super SUPER S-U-P-E-R hate it!

hate!

i can't be calm.